TIRED

I'm tired of being myself, I'm tired of being called fat and ugly everytime, everyday, I'm just tired! I wanna change, but I can't, I just can't! I'm tired of all the problems with my best friend, all the school pressure, all the shit above my life! just James keeps me going, because I know that I'll see him in 166 days! but I'm tired of fake a stupid smile everyday, I'm tired! sometimes, I just wanna cry, and run away from here! why the society have to be so bad, and cruel? I'm tired of me, I'm just tired, and all I want is that people don't joke at me, and that people love me just for who I am. I'm just tired of this world, and this crap of live! I can't take it anymore... my family is perfect, I love them all. but society, is SUCKS! sometimes, I just wanna stay in the bed all day, just for don't have to see that look of some persons, I hate me sometimes, because is hard being myself! I have some friends that just talk to me because I have "good grades", and ohh wait! I can't have good grades for be a doctor, so what am I do with my life? I don't know... my best friend don't talk to me anymore, she prefers her new friends, and, whooa, perfect! she just prefer her new friends because their are beautiful and skinny and popular girls! soo, yeah, sometimes I'm just a piece of shit, so yeah, congrats society! you are destroying teenagers! are you happy?