yes, I hate myself, a lot, I hate myself a lot. my body, my weight... just depress me... I'm not perfect, I'm not pretty and skinny, I'm just an ugly and fat girl, and everyone knows that. my uncles and cousins say that to me all the time, and I already tried to lose weight, but just can't, I never can! summer depresses me a lot... I never go to the beach... because, I don't wanna show my body to people, I hate it! and I'm shame of it! at school, when my physical education's teacher say that we need to weigh ourselves, I start crying like a baby, my friends help me, but that doesn't make me feel better... when I go to the shopping center I get depressed too, because all the beautiful clothes are just for beautiful and skinny girls... what did I wrong? sometimes, I don't eat, and I'm fat, I can't lose this stupid weigh.. and all my friends, eat a lot, and are beautiful and thin... I can't understand why life is so unfair.. I feel depressed about it, about me... my nights, at summer, are spent at my bed, crying... and then, people say "do you wanna go to the beach with us?" of course I don't wanna go, of course not, and I just reply with a stupid and lame excuse, because, I'm not like the other girls.. nobody likes the fat girl, and that's why I'll be alone forever. be like me, hurts, a lot... and I hate this, I hate me, the society, and all the people who start joking with fat people, because, for them, could be funny, but for us, hurts, and hurts a lot.
